Just let your mind fly and live in the moment, enjoy those moments of freedom and experience the taste of solitude for a moment to realize what you really want. We do not always make perfect decisions, because it is well said that we are imperfect beings and we can make mistakes on many occasions, but, perhaps it is not sensational to live our lives in the way we want and gradually write our history with the mistakes made and with the good and bad experiences of the time.
I believe that if you fall down and lift your head again to look for something better than what made you fail, it really makes you strong and makes you brave because only those who try and try and try are the ones who will really achieve their dreams and be happy at the end of this journey that is life.