Dear Diary,
The reality has hit. Today has been difficult. I get it. My father is 90; with COPD to boot. Seeing him this weak. Needing help with everything. It's hard.
I'll be honest, the vague haunting reminder that I was a smoker for 20 plus years is ... frightening. Basically he can only sit here, or lay. If he gets too excited, laughs, talks; anything that takes effort. He cant breathe. Every small movement feels like you ran and cant catch your breath.
Anyone who smokes; Quit. Do yourself a favor and prevent yourself from a slow, agonizing, terminal disease.
#quit #quitsmoking #cigarettes #copd #horriblewaytogo #slow #youcandoit
With Love,
