Hi Steemithearts,
I am tired of being tired.
.
.
Do you feel like giving up? Slowly giving up? I just want to tell you this:
I am so proud of you.
Did someone tell you that? Probably, yes! But just in case that nobody told you that yet, then let me tell you this again – I am so proud of you!!!
I am proud of you for not giving up, for keeping that fight even until this point, for doing what you think is right thing to do and for choosing to stay longer with us.
I know how tiring it is to be there for someone who needs you knowing that you never have someone for you. You always tried your best in showing them your best smile and happy face especially to the persons you love the most. You always tried to keep their hopes up and believe in them. You only wanted what’s best for them. But have you asked yourself – “Would they also be there for me when I need them?”
Times when you think that you almost gave everything you have - every bit of your love, every tiny detail of your care, all the power of your trust were already given to the people you love dearly without getting anything in return.
You are the #EnergyGiver of your team who’s willing to share sunshine to anyone who feels discouraged and uninspired but when you asked a bit of their sunshine, you’ll get lesser than a bit of theirs or sometimes NOTHING but you never complain.
You are always the #Go-To-Friend who has an open ear and open heart to hear the cries of your friends when they asked for your help but when you need them for an advice, they tend to be busy for some reason and end up leaving you behind. You let others borrow your money when they asked for it for some emergencies but when you asked them for payment, they tend to forget and never contact you again.
You are the #FamilyBreadWinner that always provide assistance to support your family needs and wants and no chance for you to save, but when you asked them to save for their own sake, they will never do and continue to depend on you. They believed that since you have a permanent job then you are all set to support them in any way possible.
You are the #BestSupportingLover as you always show and give your love to your partner without asking them for any return but knowing that you were cheated on as he already found someone better than you or he no longer wants you. Perhaps, you're trying to show that you still love the person when the truth is you're no longer happy.
You are the #GreatPretender who seemed to always show that you are okay in the eyes of many people when in fact you've been hurt and sad. Pretending that you're okay is never okay.
And a lot more I can no longer mention - but I know you know what hashtag you are!
With all of those #hashtags – I hope you know that I do really understand.
It is not really cool being too much kind for not letting your anger and pain out in your chest. Let it out! You cannot stop it! You cannot also stop loving the person who means so much to you more than yourself. You can continue putting others first or making them your priority, that’s pretty okay.
But darling, just remember,
I don’t want you to get used to the pains and sufferings that you have right now. Why? Because someday, you will never know, you might just hurt yourself just because of what you did to yourself! Thus, don't be too hard to yourself.
You’ve got to love yourself even more. Know yourself even better! Live life freely and accept all your flaws! Face the fact that not all good things be unto you. Accept that people cannot give what you expect them to give you.
Problems are just problems and I know you are more than a problem solver.
Just think of everything in a positive way because problems are always there and will challenge you in any way. All you have to do is bring out your best in fighting all the stress and be your own sunshine!
Just cut the negativities, embrace the positivities!
Expect less to hurt less.
I do understand you, and I am so proud of you.
Giving up was never an option. ~ Lance Armstrong
Don’t give up; it’s just a matter of time to accept negative and complicated things in life.
Always remember -
You are responsible for your own happiness.
LOVE YOURSELF MORE.
I will end this with one of my favorite quotes from my favorite author - Paulo Coelho
Sincerely yours,
Girl who’s tired of everything
Thank you!
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