What I FEEL like ........

I wish I could have explore more, I wish I could have dug more, I wish I could have learnt more...........

What could I have done for so many years if I was a bit more curious with more furious enthusiasm in my life. Sometimes I blame GOD for making me like although I am ATHEIST, and I laugh at myself like a psycho when I do that. Till now life is like the was it had to be and I don't know what it beholds in the future.

I just keep on saying that if I am born in the world being superior than all living creature then I believe that there had to be reason behind my existence. And I believe there had to be reason behind existence behind every humans in this world................