Life diary,

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I can't think what to write, my mind is racing. I have read many writings, poems, novels, stories etc. From beginning to end. One thing I have noticed all the time is that whenever I read a book I think I have found something new. The mind is courageous, the mountain endures the same hardship when the boy of form speaks, the girl finds happiness in the joy of victory. The brave detectives finally find the source. Character, dialogue, worms, faults, etc. Really extraordinary talent. Comes close to real life and mixes with people to store natural knowledge. All life ends, begins again. The light in the eyes is diminishing, the pen in the hand is falling asleep. The sound of bells in the house, time 12 o'clock. Cheat ........., cheat ......, cheat ..........

I panicked. Who, who, who. I didn't hear a word. I looked at the door and saw the newspaper. I sat down to write a novel, nothing was written. I did not understand when that sleep came. But who knocked on my door, the person with the newspaper passes me the newspaper every day, does not knock on the door. But why would you shout today, and if you shouted, why did you leave again? I was asleep maybe or many called me left without getting any answer. Sleepy eyes I got up from the chair and went to fetch the magazine, and what is it again? A white envelope. There's something inside. I also took the envelope with the magazine. I left the magazine and the envelope on the table and went to the bathroom. The sound on the clock is 6 o'clock. I got ready in a hurry, today they are supposed to go to Tara. You have to sit at 10 o'clock. There is no time to read the magazine, I took the magazine and the envelope in my bag, you can read free time in your spare time. Time flows like a stream in its rules. Everything is a natural game. In this game, some people win, and some people accept defeat and give themselves up. Someone accepts defeat again and makes himself new. Forward to the front is to snatch the victory flag.

I had a problem in my mind, this city is completely unknown to me, it seems that the last three months have passed but still no place is known except home and office. Honestly, there was no time to go anywhere. I have lost myself in the middle of busyness. Because now I have sacrificed myself not for myself but for the welfare of the people. Because I know that when a man devotes himself, seeking the welfare of man with love, he will get nothing in return. Because we humans are like that. There is no end to our needs. I want more of what I have.

"There is no end to wanting, there is a lot of pain not getting."