There are times when I just don't feel great. And today is one of them.
Today, I don't feel confident. I don't feel put together. I don't feel beautiful or even just pretty. I feel like crap, like a total dipshit. And it's ruining my days streak of having a great self-esteem month.
Today I feel so ugly. I feel so fat. I feel so big. I feel so unattractive. I feel that my belly is bulging out and that my pimples are at its worst.
It's a struggle to keep a straight face and not crumble down. It's a struggle to smile at the camera and take a selfie. I hate it.
This is me reverting back to my old self, to my self many, many years back. I haven't felt this down over my appearance for years. Yet, today, I do so.
I hope you are having a great day than me. I hope you feel beautiful as you are today. I hope you feel confident as usual.
I know this will pass by eventually. Till then, I will just continue on with life because that's just how it is.
Have a good day, you.