What I am today, I had never planned for it. What I wanted I couldn't get it. May be I didn't try hard. But, I'm thankful to God for blessing me with so many things even when I couldn't take some of the things anymore.
Every time I was down God gave me a reason to smile, to be happy. Every time things went south, something else better then what didn't work out came my way. In short if one door closed, God made sure he opened another door leading to much better things. I lead 2 lives, 1 to show everyone I'm happy and I don't care about anything and the other is where I'm true to myself, depressed and worried about small things, the one where I analyse things and the one where I wish I had the guts to say no to some people.
Life is all about experiences, and I am full of them. Some people entered my life to be my strength, while some did a guest appearance, while there were others with negative and ulterior motives.
Those who hurt me taught me to be smart in life and those who stuck by me through my worse made me realise that I have them with me no matter what life throws at me.
