Forgive me, it's been a while since I bared my soul on Steemit. Do you ever feel like you're unworthy? Not good enough? Never going to have the life you'd dreamed of?
Well, I was like that.
I was desperate for so long. I had shitty jobs in London, UK, for 20 years. And now I'm living the dream in Thailand. I'm living in paradise while running an online business – which only takes a few hours every day.
As I say, I was working in crappy, shitty jobs for 20 years and during that time the Internet "came out".
The Internet "happened"
I was aware of the Internet in 1995 (OK it was in existence for ages before that). I took one look at it and I thought this is amazing. This is going to be huge!
I thought there must be some way that I can get into this.
This was in 1995 and I was working in shitty jobs. Well, fast forward to 2005 and I was still working in shitty jobs!
I know how people feel when they feel like they're not good enough.
I had 20 years of failure, stagnation, a lot of drugs and crap TV!
I only just managed to build my own website in 2005 – but it put me on a path of running my own online business and being able to stop working.
What took me from desperation to "living the dream"?
There's so many things but simply speaking it was all mindset.
Obviously there's more to it and it's an ongoing process.
It was a mixture of things. It was meditation, positive thinking, and really changing my thoughts to an abundant positive mindset.
I just want to say to everyone who's desperate out there you just need to keep going.
You are definitely capable of doing anything you want to do!
Give yourself a small goal like writing a blog post ,or putting up a website, or creating a product, or anything creative that you think is "difficult" or "beyond you".
And, if you can do that which you thought you were incapable of then that will give you that confidence to be able to do what you want in life.
My meditation, affirmation, and positive thinking techniques are in this Kindle: Mind Freedom – http://amzn.to/2zFCUch