Everything that we are is within our mind. We play the chess game and battle with ourselves. We see through the eyes, but the eyes are the brains transition of the image. What we are, what we will be is just brains in control of our bodies as a tool. Power of the mind can not be undermined.
Confusion, our minds are prone to it every day at every second. The order we make in our minds is ordered by us fully.
It causes endevours to become even harder, puts everything at stake, it makes everything rotate.
Heres the poem:
Confusion
Confusion knocking ...
Talking
Provoking ..
Subconscious rocking
Walking imperceptibly
Second unknowingly
Sense of .. Astray reality
Caught in adrift fadility..
Sometimes of the dissipated energy ...
Blankness tranquility
Neutral affinity
Stare alley
The stillness arises
The unwrap of enclosed roses
Of the flowers of poses
With water hoses
Back to all
The stable thought
The decisive route
The positive outlook
A Confused Confusion book.
Ive had learning difficulties despite everyobe telling me I'll always do well, but then there us that pressure of the people who surround us believing in us, also harshly don't. Which is more motivating? Both.
I believe anything can be achieved.
Waking up, we should wake up with the attitude that you have the power to do what you are trully skilled at in heart but need to develop these skilks in the real world.
Sometimes, Depersonalisation and derealisation are also problems some need to deal with and are not aware. You literally feel you're in a different world. Heres a medical link: (but there is a lot more depth to it)
It is something that feels impossible to get out of and only worsens to the point that you do not recognise your hands or name. I've experienced that and It does play a big role in motivation loss. Hopefully no one experiences that ever.
Everything comes from within.
Today, after long break of not working because of the mind being stuck I managed to do my past paper, build 3 components in solid works despite having small to no experience before and work on my autonomous car project. Played badminton and the weather being 26 degrees made it a beautiful day indeed. I went to get some pictures of parts catalouge at warehouses and grabbed some for my classmates to save them struggle for assignment. Rewritten assignment and more things in between.
In general its great to have a fullfilled day, because then the want for all days to be like those great ones arises, the motivation goes up, it might fluctuate but theres always a certain point that itll never fall beneath.
I hope you liked this post if so let me know.
Love Rose.
