In world there is people that use you or they will follow you and not all time people say when with you spending some years thogehter and knowing you and you starting trust them are only fake people that investing time to trust them and affter you follow this you are in hands disapointments.
We are humans and sometimes we do mistakes. Like me i did in my life a lot and i am not saint one all off us did stuff that in one point whant come back and erase with magic wind but this is only for short. This is my only random thoths and some my past life mistakes.
Why people behave all the time in bad ways... Why we are so coursed be in somone hands and be manipulated like small popits in cick for some only few people amusement and interaction. I and like me there is poeple that in past was blind and only by doing own mistakes we starting relise that we are wrong or we are correct and when we start thinging how much we put effort to gain in job or in girl or be try be best for your self better version in some point going down and when try repair that puted effort just making ewrything worst.... But life is joyfull and good if you look what happenes bad to you or me that are chalenged that you need take or go down and do nothing.
Here i just started share my personal current thinging becoz in my life happend that my mistakes draging me down and it is hard to see clear light when you have a lot bad thoths or experiance in life.
Next time i will share little story about me and i be honest. See ya later.