Do not grumble the great test that now befall you, really if you surrender and blessed for His test then goodness for good will Allah dedicate to you.
God is destined for your good, then when you feel your life is God test, be patient! because truly behind this God has provided extraordinary beauty for you.
So teach your heart to continue to surrender with no hesitation when His test comes, really with you there is a God who is always good.
God is so close to you, He will help you with His goodness, for it is impossible for God to let you alone in the face of your predicament. Then rest assured!
Difficult??? Yes it may indeed be difficult or even very difficult, when you try to subdue your heart in submission.
But believe me, your efforts will never be in vain, for your effort has been seen by God, and surely you will God give the best reward.
That's why you should keep trying to be patient, even if it is very painful.
But one thing you must know, that the test that God has given you has an ending point, then it is not appropriate if you respond with the elf.
So stop complaining, for the only god will make it difficult for you to believe in His goodness. The Godhead will only make you stupid to berhusnuddzan to Him, so your mind will be narrow.
Moreover, to complain, yet complain will not make you free from His test, but by trying to ridho and resigned then slowly you will realize that this is the best destiny.
Therefore, surrender only when God casts the exam to you, especially when the test is big according to you. Because with that resignation then your heart will be calm and fine.
Indeed you will God bestow great goodness, if in receiving his test you keep trying to resign, ridho, and endlessly patient.