I'm just an ordinary woman, I'm just a simple woman far from perfect, far outweighed by today's so elegant women, so graceful of her temper and so perfectly covering her nakedness.
I'm far from all that, especially when compared to your mother, I'm nothing compared to all of them.
But Let me be yourself and myself as it is, really never compare me with any woman even with your mother though.
But I'm just a woman learning to improve myself to be a better person than before.
Although I'm not as good as they are, though I can not be better than they are but at least I'm better than myself yesterday and from myself before.
Do not sue me like them and do not compare me with them anyway.
Because if I am better because of the demands or because of others even just because, then my change is not sincere and sincere and could be it will not last long.
However, if it has been self-desire, then God willing change will be maintained. I just want to be better than myself not from anyone other than me, so that someday I can menajdi where you shelter from your restless nervous.
Where possible and where can I beat your mother so great, I will never be and I will never be able to match it. I will be greatly defeated by your mother's greatness.
But even so, not that I can not and can not keep up with you. Because of my limitations that can not be as good as your mother, I want to be a woman who can keep up with you, someday.
My wish is simple, as simple as when you open your eyes first, you find none other than me, not any other woman.
And I just want to be a woman who tries to take care of you and always hold you through my prayers.
Being close to me or not, I just want to always take care of you through the prayers I pray and I want to always hug you through my prayers.
For insofar as any prayer will remain unto you that is the way I look after you and the way I hold you tightly.
If I'm not the woman you want, it's okay, because I will not try to be the woman you want, but I will always try my best to be the woman you need.
Because the difference between women you want and what you need is very far away and I will choose to be the woman you need.
My wish is not just to be a better woman, not just to be a woman capable of compensating you, not just being the first woman you see when you open your eyes.
Not just being a woman who always hugs you through prayers and not just wants to be a woman who tries to be the woman he needs.
But I also want to be the woman who became the best of you and I want to be the woman who is ready to be an angel of the world and your afterlife.