Your reality is a reflection of your thoughts and everything you believe - that what you think is what you have and what you will get in your life.
Your reality is not solely what you think of everyday - it is also a reflection of what is in your Subconscious. Everything that happens in your realm of reality is a reflection of something that is going on with your mind and your Subconscious.
If you are now fighting to death to live or owe back your mindset and beliefs about wealth / wealth and investigate whether it is part of your reality.
When getting rich is a priority, you need to change that mindset and your beliefs.
How? Start by focusing your thoughts on what you want and training them to send messages to your Subconscious - that you attract abundant wealth and success.