Your last words really saddened me. I cannot imagine what you ate going through -- it's one of those things that's just heartbreaking and weighs on my mind when I see your posts.
How much more money a month do you think you would need to make your life considerably more comfortable? Maybe there is something we can do to raise money for you.
I do not want to see you suffer and speaking of death as a thing to be wishful for.
RE: Dear Diary: Another Two Comrades Of Mine At Dialysis Falls Again And I Am Happy For Them