So keeping on with the trend, i was browsing through my downloaded history of posts from FB
(help yourself how to archive it with https://developers.facebook.com/docs/graph-api/overview )
and i saw no continuation of my series, only a post remark of someone asking in a new post's comment what happened with it.
so i had to take the appropriate time and take myself back there into those moments/days, to relive my memories, which are of course totally intact and part of every cell every DNA i have in my body, and so i did.
what i found is on that third day, i found that nobody cared about what i shared, i was in a reactionary mood, and said fuck it. also had the idea of how smartass would it be to just stop the series half way, kinda making posts about leaving is leaving itself, inside joke for me bein a timewarper but hey...
the next couple days i just deleted this instance from ever happening
it was like meh nobody is ready for this stuff so i just keep myself on and only post positive upbringing educating motivating stuff, maybe that'll catch on...and it kinda did.
so because this is a short cut for this series i will not leave you too hanging, so i'm writing the third and final post about the topic today, going back to the mindset i had before these times, to a somwheat darker place.
so social sites are strengthening the feeling and emotions one suppresses or expresses within, and even tough we communicate it on the digital level, it is not intimate enough for ourselves to feel it has been said and heard by somebody who knows us, somebody who cares for us.
so ultimately, anything that is going down/up on social sites, nobody REALLY cares about it. it's an added layer on top of our personality masks, and everyone knows it who participates so the conversations, the interactions on the sites are always casual or fake-like. nothing deep or intimate happens...i can post a million heart emojis and a hundred "iloveyou"s it still will stay the same. because you don't REALLY care to meet up and do it in the physical, you don't take the investment of time and effort to create a moment. just sit your lazy ASS on the chair or lay in bed and type with 2-4 fingers.
and even tough we always know this shallow nature of it, when somebody only has this as a means of communication or social interaction, we make ourselves sensitive to it, because the effect is so minuscule, that one really needs to make a big deal out of it to have the appropriate physical and chemical effect in our bodies. and so the era of social media, created a hypersensitivity to social interactions. bitchiness, gayness, pinkponyness, netprincess, many alternative callsigns it has, yet it is still a condition that those participating condition themselves AND everyone around them.
and in some cases this leads to suicide rates rising. i know i'm cutting my explanation short, I'll leave your logic and imagination how these two are related, just take a 2minute thinking about it, you'll be glad.
so with it i bring you the last video that is relevant to the topic, if you don't want to think about it just enjoy the music, or read the whole text, it's something to experience at least once.
read me next time.
appreciate the read.