I'm so full of these unnecessary emotions, that distract my mind from thinking straight. It makes me feel dumb and empty. Right now I just wanna make steemit an avenue to release my melancholy.
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"Dark Thoughts"
tectonic movements of my malicious mind due to the high intensity contractions of my heartleading to the increase of pressure inside my blood vesselpain in my head I can no longer see thingsdarkness becomes the absence of light, O the irony
help is not yet on the waylies turned out to be realhallucinations started to existwill someone pull me out in this whirlpool of death
locked up in my room, without a clear thinkingdemons whispering to stop the pain with an edgeall I can see are ricochets being aimed, and triggers being pulledam I giving up?
but there's a lightI am now confusethe confusion became a thread of saving grace my right hand won't let gowill I continue live?
to myself:
please continue to live, help me to continue living
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