THE EMOTIONAL WRECK

I try to find love in all places,
Crave attention like the desert craves for water.
Work to make others smiles while I bleed,
So far they feel pleased
But at the end I fail, bcoz I take their heart for a sail but in the "ship"i never stay.
I AM THE EMOTIONAL WRECK
the one with a good but empty heart.
Scare that the world will one day discover my emptiness,
So I hide in the shadow of what am not.
For what I am frighten me.
I AM THE EMOTIONAL WRECK
I love what I hate and hate what I love,
Because I am carefully insecure.
Never want what I love to develop hatred for me due to my incapacity to love.
So I chose to love my hate
I am safe that way.
I AM THE EMOTIONAL WRECK
the one who is never truly happy,
The one who desires redemption,
But still too scare of freedom.
I AM THE EMOTIONAL WRECK.

This is one of my old poems I posted on Facebook,hope you enjoyed it.

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