I guess it's worth easing off this way...
Sometimes I get the craziest thought about life which could be weird, atimes reasonable. Yeah...
I'm a loner yet not a sadist courtesy my temperament.
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I've thought about life and it's beauty, splendor, perversions, cruelty, race, so much about it's complexity. I guess I've not been able to come up with a detailed or holistic meaning about it. That tells me that all struggles amount to naught if one cannot have it all good(undoubtedly, we cannot have it come totally right).
I feel I could change the hands of time right now
I feel I could rewrite some narratives about me and people in the past.
I feel I could raise someone from the dead
I feel I could just change a lot right now. The feelings so strong.
I've noodled so much over people who I have lost to death as death seems to be the most dreadful thing to me in this life and sometimes I get a short spark of thought, "what about losing someone from your immediate family?" So weird, isn't it? Then I try to push it away as fast as possible. Hmm...
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Recently, I lost a friend and a classmate, I couldn't sleep, I lost my appetite for everything, I felt so terrible because her thoughts couldn't leave. I was more confused as the cause of her death wasn't disclosed. "Oh! She slept and didn't wake again", that was all I got! Meanwhile, she died because she couldn't bear the thought of being infected with HIV by her husband( I'm sure it's not a good thing to announce that's why it wasn't disclosed).
How wicked life can be and this leaves me to ponder about humans. Humans are deep and complex too...
So, I want to use this medium to reach out to just anyone who maybe cut in one dilemma or the other. No matter how bad the road is, try to imagine it as being good. Here actually is a temporary place, yeah... Let's try to live it rightly and duly without cutting it short. How pleasant it would be.
Think about your unaccomplished visions, think about people who need you somehow and somewhere...
Now, I feel I can do much on charity as that is the foundation of life itself.
I also feel I can create a better atmosphere.
It was "I could" but now "I can" and "You can" Hehehehe... I think I'm alright already...
Okay.. To all women, mothers and Children all over the world, I love and celebrate you! Lest I forget, 
