Thank you for sharing your story. One can’t begin to tell you the reason for why you are experiencing what you are, but I would advice you to stay the course and continue to listen to your intuition. Clearly you are being guided for a purpose or else you would not have experienced those powerful messages about your recent relationship. I’m not exactly in the place to give you advice as I don’t know you, but if I were in your shoes I would put out the strongest intentions I could for answers and continued guidance for what I am supposed to do. Then I would pay attention to the signs I receive and do my best to act on them.

I once read an interesting book that I’ll share called “The Surrender Experiment,” by Michael Singer. In this book he deals with a breakup with a significant other, that at the time, he didn’t understand. The book is about much more than that - Surrendering your life to intention and purpose to which guides us. Along the way the author discovers his path to purpose and success; despite not always knowing why at specific life events when they’d occur.

I wish you the absolute best through this difficult time and hope that you find your way back onto the path for which you are meant to travel.