These are the things i did after she left me in the last year.
- Cried.
- Cried and confused
- Panicked.
- Tried to recollect what went wrong.
- Cried, cried even more.
- Locked myself in the room Didn't talk to anybody even with my parents.
- Depressed. lost focus on everything. Took temp break from work.
- Missed her a lot.
- Didn't sleep all the nights used to awake and cry
- Didn't go outside for few months. Literally My bedroom was like my world.
- Started self harm myself to overcome my depression.
- Literally gave up.
- Fell unconscious at home at times.
- Parents wanted to have a check on me. Called in the doctor.
- Went to rehabilitation.
- Tried to cope up with reality.
- Took some time to understand myself.
- Came back home.
- Kept myself occupied. Repainted my house, changed every bit of my place because everything had its own memories.
- Left everything behind. Changed house.
20.Slowly got back to normal.
21.Everything is fine now I feel more comfortable and Focused on my life Right now.
Thank you so much for reading.
Stefen.