I need a break. Or, maybe it's a change of pace...or direction. I need something...different...I think? See, that's just it, I'm not exactly sure. I don't want to, nay, can't complain. I have a nice life, charmed really. I mean here I am, a roof above, 4 walls with windows, a door I can walk out anytime I want or need to. I have time enough and the means to sit at a dining table and type these words on a laptop computer while I drink a hot cup of coffee and check today's weather forecast on my phone!
I don't say this to boast or brag, I say it just to say it, to get it out there and use it as a starting point, a line in the sand, a reminder to myself I guess, that I am blessed. By whatever higher power of forces of nature that may be out there, or inside of me, I have been touched. And I want to be sure I do not waste that gift, the gift of time and good fortune. I do not want to come to the end of my time in this life with even a single regret! So I just want to focus a bit. Check myself before I wreck myself, and this is how I'm doing it this time.
I see now that it is not that I need something better because my life sucks. Nope, I am not falling for the old, "The grass is greener" BS. That bastard has gotten me before! It seems more like I need to use the life I have in a different (better?) way. Do something more constructive...positive
Uh, that's a little bit overboard, buddy!
How about a cool word-tree-thing someone posted to the world wide copy machine?
If you've read this far, thanks for indulging me! This seems a silly post but I'm posting it anyhow. I will make no major changes today, I can only hope this has pushed me in a direction I want to go. Sometimes just a slight change of course can bring us to a completely new destination. I am going to turn off all my electronics for the weekend, and only answer my phone if someone calls to talk (like that ever happens to anyone anymore). I did challenge myself at the beginning of the month to make a post a day here, and I will continue that. However my next two posts are already written, locked & loaded. One on steemauto and one on the esteem app! I wrote them both yesterday at different times of the day, I hope they make it out and I hope you enjoy them.