Feeling upset when hope doesn't match reality, feeling upset when an unwanted incident comes, and feeling very heavy when the exam comes in turn, it's normal as human instinct.
But realize, all the bad events that happened to you were God's best provisions. Yes, everything happens because God wants it, whereas if God wants it, it will end with an incomparable beautiful story.
Because if God wants a bad event to happen, surely in the end there will be goodness that has been provided to you.
Then believe in Allah with no hesitation at all, because surely there will be happiness afterwards that God will designate for you instead.
Don't feel that it's a very big test, or a lot of sadness, because everything will be small and won't even disturb your calm when you fully trust God with sincerity.
In essence, don't try to complain and claim that you are not happy, because everything will be fine.
And even will be a material for you to be grateful, if you can accept it with a sense of patience and sincerity.
Therefore, prejudice everything that God has written to you, because with that you believe it will be easy to accept it wisely.
Because with positive thoughts everything will be easy, with a confident mind, everything looks beautiful, because the heart has been nurtured by a good mind continuously.
Yaps, you must believe and believe in everything that God has planned, because God's plan will certainly always bring you good.
Because a heart that is already shaded with trust and confidence, anything that sets out His ordinances will never make us not good at living it.
So, Always guard the heart to be wise through everything that happens in this life, even though it is very bad the story that God destined to happen.
Stay confident that later there will be a beautiful story that comes as a wounded heartwasher who was soaked by feelings of unacceptability.