Steemit Complaint - The STRUGGLE IS REAL Newb

I know we must all feel the pressure behind posts we make on Steemit. Coming from a business background it's quite prevalent. How do you balance having good content while catching the audience attention for an appeal that will spread like a virus?

When I started posting a month ago I had the greatest of intentions to stay active in the community, too often I create content just to blow it away thinking... That's NOT GOOD ENOUGH. My Google Docs account is flooded with lengthy articles that NEVER MADE IT HERE. And I know I can't be the only one.

This morning I woke up at 4:00am via my internal clock, got my nephew to school at 5am for JROTC Raiders just like every other day. I came back to find that my 5 y/o nephew had wet the bed; gave him a quick wash and changed out the sheets. Made a couple of banana white chocolate macadamia nut pecan protein shake, got the kids off to school and headed to Hive account@giftedgaia's place for some fun and laughs. Got home around 9, checked my email; got blown off again by the state regarding an issue I've been very patient on since September. Proceeded to Coinbase to watch my Lightcoin. And then I looked at the browser tab with a Steemit post I've been working on for the past week+. Which lead me to erasing the entire thing and writing this instead.

I'm just a carbon-based lifeform who doesn't think her life is all that exciting, who over-analyzes Steemit posts to the point of having no content at all.

My punching/kicking therapy after deleting a Steemit post.