Life Can Bring Many Challenges. For me, this was one of the Biggest. I deeply Hoped, Something Nice Will Happen...
I had nowhere to go & I listened and by Serving, the things truly changed.
Few years ago, we got stuck in problems. Those problems were always there, no matter how much we have tried to solve them. Nothing helped.
One day, I met the devotee that helped my husband get better with his health. As I had nowhere to go, I asked him, what should we do to change our karma?
He said: "You need to do only few things & than only few more...That Few More, Worried me a lot".
When I asked him, what are those things, He said: "Immediately, stop eating meat & on those special Ekadasi days don't eat grains & different kinds of beans"...
"Aand, I asked?" - further more.
"Start Serving God - Your Creator, More !" - He answered.
I didn't understand anything and I asked: "God, how can He help me ? And how meat eating has a connection?"
"God is Creator of everything, even our souls are part & parcels of Him. He created everything, even the laws of good & bad, the laws of karma. As You seed in that way, You will reap. If He created the Laws by which You entangeled in this ugly situation, He knows the way, how You can clean that, You just need to Serve Him. And You can't serve Him by eating killed flash, so called meat. There is no positivity and making good karma in eating, killed corps." - He answered.
I had nowhere to go & I did all what he said.
Stopped eating meat, started following Ekadasi days & even doing other austerities & giving donations. I started visiting local Temple & gladly following their lectures.
