I used to be young, of course I'm even younger now, after 15 years...I believed in myself & thought I'm the bravest, the smartest, the most intelligent person in the world. Nobody was better than me...I was eight World wonder in perfection, in my own eyes.
That superiority habbit brought me to "superior" behavior towards everything & everybody...In one moment of my "superiority madness, I thought, I'm better than God"...
What a fool, I was...
In one moment strange things started happening to me as I started having strange pains in the area of my back, lower vertebra...I went on all possible examinations and all Analysis were perfect...and still I had horrible pains.
Luckily, they lasted & stopped for a longer period and would start again. In 2002, after New Year, they started again. Real hell. In one moment I fainted and the next moment I woke up, I was in hospital, totally paralyzed...I could only move my head.
Ooh, that was horrible...Trully, unbearable for me. The words of my closest friend were: "Don't Worry, everything happens for good reason".
I thought:"God found me to practice happening by good reason....Oh, Nooo, I don't want that. I'm Ms.Perfect"...
My friend, who knew me well, one day said: "How can perfect person bring imperfect results? How can you be sick, if You are perfect? If law of Action, Reaction is true, than Perfect Action, Produces Perfect Reaction and You have Imperfect Reaction...that would mean Your Action was bad...!"
Although, It hurt, I admitted Myself, He was very much right.
I said to myself: "What an Idiot I'm when the School of Heavy Blows, Had to teach me A LESSON?"
I added: "Never again, perfectionism attitude...From now on, every time I look myself in the Mirror, I want to see improved me, improved personality and character!!!"
Attention: Don't Become caught in so-called perfectionist or victim attitude...If so, the FAMOUS SCHOOL OF HEAVY BLOWS WILL HAVE TO TEACH YOU A LESSON...
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