I was born old even as a child
I've always just wanted to be on my own.
I never understood fighting
I'd rather turn the other cheek
When it comes to verbal fire, I'm always lost for words the aftermath of the fight is when I remember my crossfire
I never liked rough play or dirty play.
I didn't throw tantrums but I could be stubborn in an old people kinda way.
I never really knew fear
I always chose to avoid pain
At this point after so many years of life, I just can't.
I just can't be immature
Days I try to be childish, it don't work
Pettiness will never come easy to me
Malice I can't be bothered to keep
Gossip is unaccounted for
Pretence is unacceptable
Character flips is beyond my sphere of knowledgeability
Love hate relationships I'm incapable of
I can't fit shout🤷🏽♀🤷🏽♀🤷🏽♀
Generally, I can sadly say that I've tried and failed at the lessons of immaturity.
I guess I'm a better person for it
But what do I really know about it.
I'd rather be mature and alone than be in a congregation of the immature
Don't get me wrong, there are times when it's OK to be
But when it becomes a daily practice, it's toxic.
It's difficult to stomach unless you worship at the alter of immaturity.
Some we always say are more mature than others.
Conversion most times is an effort in futility.