Thanks for sharing this. So sorry for your loss. My companion is only 35 and it would really freak me out if she died. I'm way older so I should go decades before her, which is OK for me but not so much for her.
It worries me. But in a way worries me more if I get old and debilitated so that she would have to take care of me.
we are in the USA which is getting ever more sketchy in regard to health insurance and all that.
Anyway, sorry.