In life we can never fore see what's to come, what will happen to us. Illnesses we may end up getting and genetic disorders that could occur. These things make me feel helpless, I've missed out on so many things that I wish I could still do. Things I took for granted when I could still do them, things I realized I had a passion for but it was too late, because my body has given out and there isn't anything I can do about it. Regret is one emotion I abhor. I envy people who are able to do things I can't do anymore, but it doesn't mean they deserve that green monster of jealousy, they worked hard to be where they are and I applaud them for it. But I won't give up on doing the things I love, just because I suck at them now, or that i am incapable of doing them to the level i want to do them, no one can be great at everything but everyone can be good at something no matter how small. So just because I have these set back that makes it difficult to do anything I love doesn't mean I won't try to do them. Even if it takes years to accomplish, one step at a time, even if they are baby steps. It will always be worth it in the end.