Wow. I didn't realize how similar in outlook we are. I have never even approached the kind of wealth that clearly tempted you, although there were times when I yearned for it. At times the frustration of being a single father and homeschooling my sons on jobsites was practically overwhelming, but somehow none of us starved.

I chose carpentry because I believe what I can know of my purpose is to benefit those I am fortunate enough to meet, as best I can. When I build a deck, or repair a roof, I am substantially blessing folks with a good place to BBQ, or a dry place to sleep, for perhaps decades after I am gone.

I get to leave a legacy of comfort and utility to the good people I find in need, and this is really why I get up of a day. I can't do it without any pay at all, but don't charge much more than I need to meet my daily needs, and keep my tools in repair.

So, many years ago, as a musician flung into the hurly burly of that circus, I thought I wanted to be rich. I eventually discovered with the advent of the least bit of wisdom (gained by the huge investments I made in foolishness, so common in that industry) that had I ever had such ability to multiply my idiocy, I would surely have snuffed it, probably in some most ignominous manner.

I am become grateful for the simplicity of my life, frustrations and all.

I confess I am now more eager to see what you bring to our intellectual and spiritual table next than ever. I also feel just a bit justified in my way of life, as folks that care about me have at times been more frustrated than I at such challenges I brought upon me, as I now seem to have some good company in philosophy.

I commend you on your journey, and the honesty that has brought you to the hope of real peace, and such comfort as only that might bring.

P.S. There was a Quaker in the American colonies, name of John Smith, IIRC, who gave up his holdings, and traveled about convincing his peers to forsake the morally hazardous practice of profitable farming using slave labor. While many might find his story antithetical to their goals, I found it inspirational.