For a while now, say about a year or two, I've basically being complacent and probably staying on the average and it's quite deliberate.
I've known myself to be a Go getter and goals smasher, I've seen my self putting my head, heart and energy into stuff and watching them succeed tremendously, I've seen my self reach and fight for the top and hitting targets and it has seemed as though I got every thing in check and thing naturally fall in place.
At a point I got satisfied with what I had achieved and I decided to take a break, lazy around for a while before pushing foward to more but reflecting at everything I feel like I overdid them....
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It's been worth the lazy while and right now life is demanding that I get on my feet and become the go getter again, its going to feel like a whole new experience and adventure and I really look forward to it....
In as much as I look forward to it, I'm as scared as fuck, I feel like there's going to be more lemons to turn into lemonade but through it all I believe so much in myself....