Life has been a pretty tough thing to handle for me. Everytime I see the horizon, it feels like I'm in the end of the world. It has been so much difficult and tough journey in this creepy and scary world. Life is indeed full of mysteries.
Mysteries that I can never fathom. Stories that were never told were totally the most embarrassing ones that people tends to not give a shit of it.
Everytime shit happens, life always mess up. Everyday is a struggle and a journey is very difficult. Totally understandable for people who never appreciate the beauty of life because they were not given with the same privilege with other people. I mean what have they done?
Is it their fault they were offspring from a poor family? Is it their fault that they are their parents?
I really don't understand this world. It seems like it is totally messed up and economically unbalanced.
It is totally disgusting that I want to end it the way that I want to end their lives. I totally hate what I am feeling right now. I'm done with this life and people really understand it if I do. My parents will just be the one to pull me off, help me to become a better version of me. I have been so much in struggle with school and everything. Life is totally miserable. I just don't know what to do. Help me, please help me. I really don't know if you'll upvote it either. I just don't really care about it anymore. I'm done with this life.