Hello steemians,i just want to share my thoughts about this disease and get some advice from you as well. I'm in a dark part of my life.
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At first i can't imagine why people keep going crazy,why they can't control their feelings or think to the positive side. I mean,problems are natural for the human beings ,things goes by,everyone has it's own problem. Well, anyone can't see this disease,even your our close friends,partner or family. The only words we can hear from them is "what is happening to you". The man that has a stress can't even answer that question. Why? Because we don't even know what happening to us,what we have to do to go back to our self. We don't even know when it started to be like this,why it happened,what's the reason behind this disease,what should we do,who can help us? As for me,i can't decide to go back to my home country to get some medications,i have to support my family,i have many bills to pay. But i'm going crazy,i don't know if i'm still alive. I want to live like i used to be,i want to be strong again,i want to be a man that living my own life. I know somebody can't understand this,they will think that this is just a story or drama. If you have this disease you can't think straight,seems like everything was not on its place. Anyway,i'm still fighting,this is the only choice i have,to fight.
If someone knows how could i control this,please feel free to comment.Thank you in advance.