feeling tired doesn't mean you're going back to a bad place. It might just mean you need to sleep.
I can definitely relate to this. As someone who needs several naps a day (mild case of narcolepsy) it can get to be such a drag lying on the couch so often. But once you accept the biology you have it's easier to roll with it.
Glad to hear you're hanging in there!
RE: Going Out in a Blaze of Glory.