I am 26 years old,graduate in Electrical Engineering,doing my job which has every bit of resources to reduce me to a machine,but it has not been possible so far.Every morning, I go and start working in my company and like each day I leave in the evening.Life is plain and monotonic and boredom lives on with me.
From my early teenage,my deepest concern about my life is association of meaning with it.In this quest i have worked really hard over the time.Whether it be the studies or learning extra skills or be it offering prayers to be satisfied with the meaning which religion imparts to life of humans.All these efforts were fruitful a bit and they might have addressed my conundrum but none of them have ever been able to grant full solution.So,as a result i still wander in order to understand the very meaning behind my very existence.
Sometime the void makes me crazy and becomes a sources of unwanted anguish for me while other time it helps me out to gauge my life by providing energy and motivation which is unparalleled.Due to this very reason my life a perfect example of the saying life is a hanging pendulum between the extremes of happiness and despair
