Are you being honest with yourself?
From being a child to an adult we go through this transition of growth and become influenced by many external things that comes from the society we grew up with such as people, environment, rules, and etc.
Family plays a huge role to all of us on how they affected us today.
Sometimes it can be a in a positive or negative way.
But at the end, what we have to learn and realize is that we all have choice.
Once you're an adult, there are no excuses.
You are in control now.
We have freedom though it may not seem like it.
Life is here to teach us something.
We are hear to learn so we have to know who we truly are and connect with our calling without hearing the outside noise.
It's easier said than done but it's part of who we are.
In order to connect with our true light, we have to be authentic to ourselves.
We have to let go of our ego, be humble, and be honest.
If you don't know what you want in life and you're lost, then explore life.
Experience many activities that you are drawn to until you find a strong pull towards something and something that works out well for you.
What brings motivation is if you have a goal in mind first, a dream.
From there you will have a blueprint to your life.
When you truly want something, you can get it.
Know how much you want it and expand your views.
"When you want wisdom as much as you wanted air when you were immersed in water, you will receive it." -Socrates
At this moment in my life, I'm feeling a huge shift transitioning into my life for a change and I'm not going to lie, it's painful.
It feels like it's ripping and tearing my heart but it's like a stretch.
There's pressure and heat.
Not all changes feel this way.
There are changes that feel extremely good but this kind of change that I'm going through is making me face the painful wounds that I had during my childhood that I didn't deal with back then.
Because I didn't want to feel pain, I would block it and move on.
But it still affects me till this day so that means, I have to change the way I think and react to it.
Those wounds are reappearing to let me go through the healing process and get stronger so the next I face something like this, it won't hurt me.
I'll become wiser and be able to help people.
So what do you want to do?
What is your dream?
Just take a step at a time.
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