Ohhhh I know how you felt when you lose the one you love :( It's like you don't wanna cry but there's that thing in your chest pounding that you don't understand what you've felt like it makes you wanna cry so hard. Huhuuuu. :'( Always thinking that one day it'll be alright but the process you've gone through is very difficult. Wet pillows every night, dry eyes. But no matter what happens, we keep and stay strong always. Never ever show them that you're weak. Time will heal everything you've been through ❤