After a long time I again inistalled whatsapp in my mobile. I thoughttthat may be I will receive some messages from some one. Basically, For that reason I inistalled what'sapp in my mobile. I don't forget her number. But, I never had my mind that nothing is like before now.
I thought that May be she sent aome messages last year and I will read them today. My hope was so silly, I know. But It's mind. It is not in anyone's capture sometimes.
Don't worry I am not going to give my number publicly. It's all were just my feelings. There were someone once. Who continiously knocked me in a day. I didn't forget that time I un inistalled this apps from my mobile. I basically from that day forget to use what's app.
The feelings of mind can't be shared in writing.
May be you are sleeping now with some one. I know that there is no one going to read my post or trying to understand my feelings. May be you are talking with someone though it's midnight. Who cares about my feelings??!!
Nothing.... .....
I am not like as I am showing to you all. I am a man and I have a mind.
May be you are passing your good time with your mate. May be you are making plan to decorate your future. May be you are trying to consider your family. I don't know, What are you doing right now.
It's 2.56 am at my clock.
I am still dreamless. I am still trying to close my eyes.
Ha ha ha.....May be One of you guys will laugh after reading my shit blog. You may think how stupid this bloger. You may think What the stupidity this person want to show. Trust me I am not an idiot. If love is laugh then I am a stupid and I didn't care about my stupidity.
Some of my friends always try to say me that I am hopeless man.... They were talking behind me. I didn't have any deal with them. But, I don't know why from a few couple of days I thought that may be I have some messages in my What's app. I was so hungry so thahat I can see that. At the end of the day while opening my account again......??!!!!!!!!!
Yes, I amm Hopeless again.
I didn't have any message from her. From nobody. No one remind me. No one will remind me. I was alone and will have to be alone.
Have to work alone. I am still dreamless & sleepless.
If you asked me why??!!!!
Why I am sleepless nowadays??!! I basically don't know..I don't have any idea....But her dream some times make tears in my eyes. No one will ever see my tears. I will not like show off type.
I was not in any social network for a long time.
In my country facebook is pretty much available. Yes, she is still in my Facebook friend list. I several time followed her. It's like hide and seek. Just try to follow her activities. She is more happy now a days. She was a good girl. she was like a rose while blooming . She was like a deep blue butterfly. Her eyes was as like as the deer has. All the day and night I just kept my eyes on her leafs.That was like a pice of orange. I missed her every night. I missed her every morning. Without her message my morning is just a shiit and I am now spending such kind of life and it's life.
I know my writing in steem block chain will never be focused with anyone. But I am nowadays like a man talking with myself. steem is a mirror to me.
End of the day There is a lot of thibg that couldn't be shared to anyone. But have to think and your feelings will never forget you....So cry and thik about your life....
It's life Ahaaaaaa life....