I can only speak from a point of awareness on this level, but I seem to feel that - Whenever I define “I” or “ME” as something less than everything - that may be an ego thought. Awareness may be a cage of light. Some would say - Only knowing is what is.
If grass is growing in a yard, I may think - Is that good or bad, fortunate or unfortunate? It only matters if I take a point of view (from the definition of a point of “what am I?”). If I am a person, I might say, I like grass in the yard or maybe I don’t, but it is only from that perspective that I can make that determination (i.e., judge). It would seem that all points of view are judgments, and these judgments create a seeming point of awareness.
As Marianne Williamson says, our greatest fear is the power that we have. We can start to realize this when we see that our thoughts create universes/multi-verses (e.g., little r realities). We like to think of this world as real, but it’s really just a compilation of thoughts from a limited perspective (i.e., awareness). It seems there are signs all around us that give us hints of this world’s unreality. If it is real, why can’t we define it? Why are there so many things that we don’t understand or that don’t compute? I wonder why pi is an irrational number? (Note: The number pi is a mathematical constant, the ratio of a circle's circumference to its diameter, commonly approximated as 3.14159... ad infinitum. It is represented as the symbol π or the letters pi.) Something so basic and elementary to our reality as a circle in our existence, yet it seems indefinable even by any computer on our planet. Some say all lines in the universe are curved. Oh what a crooked world we weave when we think a thought that deceives.
Sometimes, I like to do thought experiments – Like a world where 2+2=5. What would a world like that look like? Any time you added 2+2 another unit would automatically appear, but since it had always been that way in the thought, it wouldn’t seem weird. Just like pi, the number 4 would be an irrational or imaginary number. Some scientists may have thought of the idea, but no one could define it in this alternate universe where it did not really exist. Just think – in this universe there would be no houses or rooms with 4 sides, the pyramids would look different, the square would not exist and the cube would no longer be one of the prime sacred geometries.
In search of the One
Dev