MERRY CHRISTMAS 🎅 🎄 🤶

I haven't been on here for a few days, we had my little boy Geordies memory on the 13th of December, its been 2 years since we lost him, it feels like yesterday, the grief is still very real, he's a massive miss. We had him for 15 years, he was 18 when he left.

He was bought for me whilst I was going through a bad depression, he knew quite a few of my thoughts and secrets, he was a very good listener.

We are also having a few bad nights with Miks, she's nearly 15 and seems to be getting worse, she's up most nights nearly every hour so you can imagine how tired we are. She's still eating really well and not in pain so we are still hanging on to her, as soon as that changes we will have to make a horrible decision.

I am writing this in Christmas Eve, Christmas isn't the same when your little ones are grown up and moved on. There's no excitement for santa coming, no last minute rushing around to build something or wrap something. No keeping quiet as not to wake them up or them shouting they want to come downstairs. Don't think I like it.

Anyway I hope you all have an anding Christmas, you have company and plenty of food in the cupboard. I hope this Christmas, brings you everything you need.

MERRY CHRISTMAS 🎅 🎄 🤶 🎄 ❤️

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