The brain fog was a pea-souper today, couldn't do or say anything right.

I've had a bad day today, the fog in the brain has been thick and didn't start to move until nearly bed time. Its so hard to think about the simplest things when I'm feeling like this, I actually feel very stupid but can't help it, its part of having Fibromylagia plus my medication doesn't really help. I try and say something but doesn't come out right, its really scary at times as it feels like your losing it. Thankfully my hubby and daughter are very supportive, they know how bad I can get.

I found this on Google that says everything about Brain fog.

Sometimes the Fog isn't too bad but other times like today when it's so thick I've had to cope with all those problems at once. I don't always suffer as bad as I have today, sometimes I only have to deal with a couple of symptoms.

I had a few forms that needed my attention today, they are usually really easy to fill in, date and sign but today those forms have cost me so much pain and anger and what's worse I've had to have my daughter go over all the questions, correcting most of them before putting in the envelope, don't know what they would have thought if they had received it without being checked.

I hate being like this, I've never been super intelligent but I picked things up quickly, I managed a shop for a few years without any problems, I was manager of Holland & Barratt plus passed all the tests as you had to learn everything about Vitamins, minerals, health foods etc. You had to be able to help a customer with a full clear breakdown of what they needed, dosage etc. I would fail every single test now as can't remember anything, my brain feels as is it's shrunk.

I don't know what I would do without my daughter, she's my carer, best friend, the one I turn to when I need help, hubbys a big help but he has a few health problems to so try not to lean on him as much. My daughter tells me straight, if I'm fumbling with my words she will tell me to stop and take a break before trying again, she listens to what I'm saying but at times does have a good laugh at my expense because I can come out with some silly things. I'll have to make a record of the funny things I've said as can't remember them just yet. Its took me so long to write this as have had to delete and write again, I was intent on doing this even though I'm now exhausted.

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