Behind that smile, there is a burden. Behind that smile there are problems, behind that Smile I am lonely. Smile really can't tell if true that your happy or not.
My life is not that easy. Yes! I am happy but I don't know if completely happy. Yes! my friends and classmates said I am lucky, I am lucky because I am financially secure. But do they asked themselves if I am totally happy? No! There's not. They don't know that money can't buy happiness. I don't even know what life brings me. I even don't know if how long I can stand for and I don't even know if I can still smile in the future.
I think about these useless things and maybe because I'm getting old (hahaha). Funny, Yes! sometimes I smiled in the mirror and laugh because I myself laugh at my own, is it because sometimes I don't know what is wrong and what is happening to me. All girls especially broken hearted over there, do you feel same feelings with me? If yes! then we should have a toast of wine (hahaha) Please don't laugh at me. I am still moving on what happened to my love life.
