Oh the fun we had .... the many late night conversations..... the many late night chatting .... what was I thinking ?
I thought you care ... who was I fooling ????
I needed to know the truth eventually ..... the truth be told ... you didn’t care .
The truth be told ... you were just “enjoying my company “ ... that’s all it was .
That’s all it was ... for you maybe .... but not for me ...
For me it was love ... true love at that ... the innocent love ...
The innocent love that has no conditions ... that has no restrictions... who was I fooling ?
I was the one fooled ... all while I knew better ... I knew better than to believe your lies .
I should have known the lies weren’t true ... I guess your love really wasn’t either ...
You gave up the years we spent wanting to be together over days with a stranger ? She won you over so quickly ?
She won you over bc you were never really mine ... or you decided to settle ...
Since when do you settle ??? I though that was something you would never do ?
Never settle ... never go for the easy answer .
I guess in the end everyone just looks for an answer ... even when it’s the wrong answer .
You know she’s not the one ... you are not being fair to yourself ... or to her .
When you look at her .... do you picture me ? When you play with her hair ... do you imagine it’s me ?
When you hold her at night .... do you dream of holding me ?
I don’t know ... I guess I’ll never know .
Let’s see what the future hold !
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