So, maybe I am old fashioned.

I understand you have been through hell and feel like exploding to reach for the stars because you are free now to be you.

All relationships need some sacrifice and adjustment, but it sounds as if yours took such to an extreme.

I am glad for you and I hope you meet the right person (without you doing it to him), and achieve the level of happiness a good relationship provides for both.

However, what I said about being old fashioned; I have never liked it when people break up and make what was private, public. At least you did not give his name, which is something...