It really sucks to have an Ex who just wants to torture you.
I had a good relationship for about 5 years and we were happy about it, ofcourse we had our occasional fights But;
Which couple doesn't go through those??
It's been about 3 years to our breakup and frankly speaking I just couldn't let her go, I desperately tried to cling to her however I could and I struggled. I struggled hard, suffered a lot.
It was like she forgot our 5 years relationship in a heartbeat. I was so baffled that how could she do such a thing atleast be a little sorry about it and feel sorry for me because I literally went to the grounds for her.
It took me over 2 years to get away from her and now it has been almost 7 months that I hadn't called her or tried to meet her. Frankly speaking I was starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
But being the Bitch she is she called me today 4 times in a row. I was asleep so I didn't receive it but when I saw 4 missed calls my mind just thought that it might be an emergency. If she would have called once or twice I wouldn't have called back but I did the mistake of calling her back. Now she is like how are you, are you eating well, do you have a new girlfriend.
And sooner than later I realized that I was talking to her for about an hour.
Doesn't she realise how hard it is for me to forget her.
It took from freaking 3 years to try to get away from her and now she wants to open old wounds again.
Right now there is a strange pain in my heart I can't determine if it's the anger towards her or the leftover feelings I had.
I guess tonight's going to be a sonny night for me.
PS: I mentioned her to be a Bitch that doesn't mean I'm mentioning all the girls as Bitch. Please don't take it personally it's my anguish speaking.
I just wanted to burst out somewhere so please forgive me if I hurt someone.