Not a Happy Poem

by mo

it wasnt the time, said she didnt have space. it wasnt my place, never was there a chance to say it, just cant.
until finally..today, told myself i missed her. We‘ve been gone our separate ways, eventhough there is no we.
too many highs n lows, like the sand at the beach, let her let go out of my hand, love that was too fast, the bubbles...
just rolls up, a quick wave then drifts off fading into another long cold night, she could still be mine in my mind. Maybe there was still enough time, Little bit of Hope, i ran but theres nothing to chase, forget it. Just spirits passin me by....
and it made me look, i can still see her face it stayed like a page in a book that remain unturned, want to hang-on but learnt to let go in the end as this slow song burn... nothing changes