Great writing! Letting go and letting loose and just allowing emotions take control is very difficult for me. I think it may be because I've allowed alcohol to let loose for me that my brain or muscle aren't trained to do it on its own.
I do completely let go in some aspects of my life, but I think its still important to give yourself a slight push into a particular direction instead of going in a free fall though.
RE: Late Night Thoughts #1 | 4 Lessons I Have Learned on Holding On and Letting Go