Look, it's okay if he left you even after everything. I know how hard this battle was, I know how much you did for him.
You sacrificed your happiness for him, your lips would always mention his name, but sweetheart you have to understand you've won this.
It's over and that's okay.
You will live again, I promise you. You're worth so much more and you didn't deserve to taste this bitter love of his. You're strong, you're wise, you're intelligent, and you're not wrong for choosing yourself again. The woman who was living in him for years.
Sometimes you have to make yourself a little shelter.
And it's not wrong to choose yourself to be the protector of your innocent heart.