I've always said when it comes to relationships that you should never curse a former lover. It's bad etiquette and at one time that's all you ever wanted so it's almost like cursing yourself.
I opt for "I never want to see you again". There's a point when someone can cut deep enough that you've lost all interest in that person even as a friend or a part of your life that you never want to revisit.
I've hit that point many times and for many different reasons. I've hit it again and hard. I would never rid myself of the feelings of love and joy with my ex because I've never felt them before but I never want to see her again. I never want to email her again. I never want to talk to her again. I don't even want to bump into her ten years from now.
Who I've become as a result of her is not someone I'm totally in love with either. The depression that's overcome me and my uncertainty about my path is also a part of me that I never want to see again. I'm glad I met her but I'm happier now that she's gone.
My favorite Mudvayne lyrics
With no one to comfort me.
One set of footprints in the sand.
No one to take my hand, I'll .
I'll walk through as long as I need.
I'll drift through my life though I'm alone.
Outgrown the cradle that once housed me
And I've found that all I need is
Me.