Do you get the feeling of thoughts popping out everywhere and don't know how to start something?
At the moment, love hurts dominates my emotions today! Gaaah!
Ever experienced frustration on getting over something? And when you think that you finally get to the peak of moving on, something came up and every efforts you have made dropped back to zero. Futile.
Months passed since break-up and you've exerted more than a hundred percent to live life back to square one without that person. Yet those struggling days kept you sane so as to appear normal on other's peripheral vision. After all the effort, when all of a sudden he started to text you at 2AM for nothing and there you are mixed with thoughts of hope and a tinge of madness.
You are left hanging. Thoughts lingering on what ifs with all lies lies and sweet nothings. And you gave in, went gaga and accepted the challenge of texting back just to pretend you aren't affected of him.
He went on with his stories mentioning his new side chicks and despite of those cringe-worthy remarks that you almost wanted to kick his ass, you chose to keep cool and classy.
I told him i wish him well and that i'm happy of his new happiness 'coz i was raised like that. But, an inner core says, "just punch him in his face, you hypocrite!"
Ohhhhhh, boy! I just wanted to go back on track without feeling this feeling. It may sound harsh but i'd like to stick to the idea of the fault so it can go a lot easier.
What's your piece of moving on? Haha
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