I'm looking at that face every day. Every time I notice her sight standing in one spot, I actually know what's in her mind - " What if? What if I would throw everything and start over? What if I'd turn my back to the averageness? To the average love, to the average happiness, to the average argument, to the average excitement... Does it make sense to jump out of that train and find yourself once more on a road of believing in a limitless love and the possibility of a limitless sorrow caused by fading that love? "
Give it a second thought, what for these people actually live? For the average looks, the average/decent job, the average salary, the average possibilities, the average day....month....a year? They want the best of their life by paying the lowest possible price. With taking no risks.
That's not the way life goes.
Even I'm aware that that's not the right way, how come they can't get it?
Why no one tells them - HEY! Your days are passing by, each likewise the previous one, what's gonna happen when the last day of your life knocks on the door? You will not be able to run or to find more time. What's going to be your peace? What will make you happy?
Your child? Your grandchildren? That's not the way it goes.
You will never be peaceful knowing you let your life slip through your hands so easily... so average... Do not neglect yourself. Make the best possible version of yourself. That's what you were made for, not for the average.
If possible, I would jump out of my boundaries right away if I'd know there's a true love waiting for me out there somewhere. A true love that fulfills me, that lifts me high up in the sky and when it drops me - I go underground. If I knew there's someone out there who can fix my day in ten minutes, put a smile on my shiny face and make me shine brighter and stronger than a Sun, I'd do everything to have that person and to feel them.
I'd take risk of breaking myself in thousand pieces and have those seven years of bad luck in my life. Maybe I'd never be able to get back to one piece.... I'd still try though... Because I want to be bright and shine.
Still, I do not exist to give advice, that's not my purpose...
I'm just a mirror...
